gotgirlballs: (insecure)
[personal profile] gotgirlballs
I hate this stupid flood. It's fucking retarded, is what it is. I'm supposed to tell the truth whenever someone asks me? Yeah right.

[And here she goes, saying things she didn't intend to. This is what you get for asking yourself questions in public during a truth flood, Denise.]

I can't even be open with my family, much less you assholes. I hate being vulnerable. That's why I close myself off--why I bully people. Because vulnerability fucking sucks and I can't handle it.

...shit.


[OOC: I'll be really slow tagging this, as I'm still in California. I just happen to be awake much earlier than my friend today :P Also, I'm sorry if her use of the word "retarded" is offensive to anyone, but this is basically how she talks. :c ]

Date: 2010-08-15 05:11 pm (UTC)
requiresssacrifice: (this will only hurt a little)
From: [personal profile] requiresssacrifice
What a pathetic cliche. Poor you.

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Date: 2010-08-15 05:13 pm (UTC)
yourunichase: (Default)
From: [personal profile] yourunichase
Hey, This is my warden to torment. Do your own, Commander.

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Date: 2010-08-15 05:14 pm (UTC)
requiresssacrifice: (GLARE)
From: [personal profile] requiresssacrifice
I really couldn't care less whose warden she is.

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Date: 2010-08-15 05:16 pm (UTC)
yourunichase: (Default)
From: [personal profile] yourunichase
You know I don't normally give a fuck what anyone does, but if you piss her off during this she's going to take it out on me and I really have fucking enough to deal with already. So gimme a break, alright?

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Date: 2010-08-15 05:17 pm (UTC)
requiresssacrifice: (can't touch this)
From: [personal profile] requiresssacrifice
Then I'm sorry you have a terrible warden. Perhaps you should speak to somebody about that.

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Date: 2010-08-15 05:21 pm (UTC)
yourunichase: (Default)
From: [personal profile] yourunichase
Yeah, like the Admiral would listen to anything anyone says.

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Date: 2010-08-15 05:16 pm (UTC)
requiresssacrifice: (strutting)
From: [personal profile] requiresssacrifice
Is it vulnerability you're really afraid of, or inadequacy?

Date: 2010-08-15 05:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gotgirlballs.livejournal.com
Vulnerability. Sucks that isn't what you wanted to hear, huh?

Date: 2010-08-15 05:18 pm (UTC)
requiresssacrifice: (FUCK YOU DOCTOR WHO)
From: [personal profile] requiresssacrifice
I was expecting it, given you already admitted it. The other would've simply been a happy bonus.
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You could turn off your communicator for the duration, you know. I've also learned that staying within the boundaries of text limits your vulnerability greatly- if your will is strong enough, you can stop yourself before sending it, or if your reflexes are quick enough, you may change to some filter of your preference to avoid baring your soul to the entire ship, as it were.

Date: 2010-08-15 05:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gotgirlballs.livejournal.com
I didn't expect to have to answer some rhetorical question I put forward honestly. Who the fuck made that part of the package?

Date: 2010-08-15 05:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a-bit-put-upon.livejournal.com
Whatever fold of reality from which the floodwaters came, I expect. Or the world we brushed within that realitical field. It's difficult to tell, in such a transient pandimensional state. At any rate, the chances of the effect being a natural occurrence in whatever region it hails from are far greater than those of it being contrived by a sentience.

Date: 2010-08-15 05:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gotgirlballs.livejournal.com
Yeah, I stopped listening after the second sentence.

Date: 2010-08-15 05:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a-bit-put-upon.livejournal.com
Then why ask, if you're not prepared for a complicated answer?

[...he actually DIDN'T mean to do that. Rhetoric is a hard habit to break.]

Date: 2010-08-15 05:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gotgirlballs.livejournal.com
I didn't know you'd be so boring and long-winded.

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Date: 2010-08-15 05:12 pm (UTC)
yourunichase: (Default)
From: [personal profile] yourunichase
I fucking hate this flood.

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Date: 2010-08-15 05:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gotgirlballs.livejournal.com
I want to punch my way through every person here until I find the Admiral, and then put my foot in his ass.

How're you holding up?

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Date: 2010-08-15 05:17 pm (UTC)
yourunichase: (Default)
From: [personal profile] yourunichase
I'm fucking miserable.

I almost fucking had sex with Jarod.

God damn it!

Don't ask me anymore questions.

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Date: 2010-08-15 05:19 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] gotgirlballs.livejournal.com
It's kinda hard to remember that basic shit like asking how you are can lead to bullshit drama.

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Date: 2010-08-15 05:22 pm (UTC)
yourunichase: (Default)
From: [personal profile] yourunichase
Yeah. I fucking hate this flood.

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Date: 2010-08-15 09:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tangentdarko.livejournal.com
I don't think anyone can really talk to their family, if it makes you feel better.

Truth Flood sometimes make androids assholes.

Date: 2010-08-16 12:21 am (UTC)
empirical_data: (Default)
From: [personal profile] empirical_data
I do not know why your response to your own inquiry should surprise you. It is no secret to anyone with even basic experience with people putting others down to make themselves feel more important.

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Date: 2010-08-16 04:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] willkissawookie.livejournal.com
...you aren't the only one.
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