gotgirlballs: (insecure)
Dr. Denise Mahoney ([personal profile] gotgirlballs) wrote2010-08-15 12:49 pm

(020) backdated to the middle of the truth flood

I hate this stupid flood. It's fucking retarded, is what it is. I'm supposed to tell the truth whenever someone asks me? Yeah right.

[And here she goes, saying things she didn't intend to. This is what you get for asking yourself questions in public during a truth flood, Denise.]

I can't even be open with my family, much less you assholes. I hate being vulnerable. That's why I close myself off--why I bully people. Because vulnerability fucking sucks and I can't handle it.

...shit.


[OOC: I'll be really slow tagging this, as I'm still in California. I just happen to be awake much earlier than my friend today :P Also, I'm sorry if her use of the word "retarded" is offensive to anyone, but this is basically how she talks. :c ]

Because HELPFUL NICE DOC IS HELPFUL AND NICE. (also if you wanna ask, anything but his name :D )

[identity profile] a-bit-put-upon.livejournal.com 2010-08-15 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
You could turn off your communicator for the duration, you know. I've also learned that staying within the boundaries of text limits your vulnerability greatly- if your will is strong enough, you can stop yourself before sending it, or if your reflexes are quick enough, you may change to some filter of your preference to avoid baring your soul to the entire ship, as it were.

[identity profile] gotgirlballs.livejournal.com 2010-08-15 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn't expect to have to answer some rhetorical question I put forward honestly. Who the fuck made that part of the package?

[identity profile] a-bit-put-upon.livejournal.com 2010-08-15 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Whatever fold of reality from which the floodwaters came, I expect. Or the world we brushed within that realitical field. It's difficult to tell, in such a transient pandimensional state. At any rate, the chances of the effect being a natural occurrence in whatever region it hails from are far greater than those of it being contrived by a sentience.

[identity profile] gotgirlballs.livejournal.com 2010-08-15 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I stopped listening after the second sentence.

[identity profile] a-bit-put-upon.livejournal.com 2010-08-15 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Then why ask, if you're not prepared for a complicated answer?

[...he actually DIDN'T mean to do that. Rhetoric is a hard habit to break.]

[identity profile] gotgirlballs.livejournal.com 2010-08-15 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn't know you'd be so boring and long-winded.

[identity profile] a-bit-put-upon.livejournal.com 2010-08-15 05:48 pm (UTC)(link)
You must have done exceedingly well in medical school, then.

[identity profile] gotgirlballs.livejournal.com 2010-08-15 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Top of my class, bitch.